Waldo and Jesus

So, it took me a month
A month to ask Richard
if perhaps I could go to mass.

So maybe I'll go to Midnight Mass.
And maybe find Jesus again.
(He's like friggin' Waldo, can't ever find him.)

This is the part were someone says
"BUT YOU'RE NOT CATHOLIC."
And I have noted that.

I'm currently in a state of non-denomination.
And have been since well, forever.
So I'm a clueless person.

I ask seemingly stupid questions.
and I'm nervous as hell.
I suppose I have reason to be.

I mean, what if
God smights me
when I walk in?

Okay, I'm shutting up now
I'm getting stupider by the second.
So there.

lotsalove
Icarus

New Perspective

Today I realized I've been alive for 5701 days.
It makes me feel old.
I think I'd like to move to Chicago one day.

But for now, I need to find a boy named Richard.
I'm going to ask him if I could go to Mass with him.
I think, maybe, I need Jesus more than he needs me.

My family is cooking out tonight,
I think, perhaps, I'd like to be vegitarian.
I would also like to keep potted plants alive.

But for now I know the world's a broken bone.
So I'm gonna melt my headaches and call it...
home.

lotsalove
Icarus

:D

So, we're back to this are we? Catching up to what's gone down.

Uhm, my computer was smlattered (that's a fun word) into a million pieces. Like brokened for all eternity. It's horrible, I have to use my grandma's computer now. Which involves me going next door and begging for a bit of time on her computer.

And school started, which kinda sucks since I don't have lunch with my boyfriend. That and I have a severe hatred of my Chemistry teacher and her squeaky voice. Also I think my Geometry teacher might be an addict, she's kinda crazy like that, she goes "DON'T MAKE ME USE MY ANGRY VOICE" and then she'll use this fake lisp and it's just weird.

Me and my boyfriend had our 1 year anniversary on 9/11 which is kinda twisted, but whatev'

Uhm, that's about all.

lotsalove.
J