Hypocritical Hypothesis

So, I'm sitting here listening to The Format.
Nothing really super special with that,
So then I have this moment.

I'm just sitting there, and it's like...
Shit.
What the fuck am I doing?

More or less,
its me debating with my life,
There was a recruiter at the mall.

And it just struck me, like, hard.
That's what I want to do.
I want to join the army.

Then I'm all like, damnit.
'cause I look like a hypocrite
(which is my favorite word, by the way.)

So, I'm sitting here, listening to The Format,
reading this book about Ghandi,
which makes me feel like a worthless peon.

'Cause, Shit.
Everyone looks like a nazi beside Ghandi.
So, reading a book about non-violence and joining the army.

Way to go Jenn.
Obviously an epic fail.
Slap me.

Just for the record,
the weather today,
was wet and miserable.

lotsalove
Nazichild. JKJK

Cherry Tomatoes

Well, it's Sunday,
not really too dramatic,
is it?

Exams are this week,
and I've been calming
my nervousnesses.

How you ask? I'll tell you,
With the help of The Format,
Ok Go, Sugarcult, and the best,
Motion City Soundtrack.

That and I've been eating tomatoes,
like they're freaking candy,
which makes me suspicious.

Why are Tomatoes so damn tasty?
Why haven't I thought of grilled cheese,
And tomato sandwiches sooner?

New Year's was great by the way.
But what really made last year,
was walking into St. Luke's with Richard

And God didn't smight me:)

Anyhoo, I'm off to do what ever I do,
I've wondered, what if I do agree to
joining the forces? The army?

Too much to consider all at once,
too much to worry about,
too much of everything.

just for the record,
the weather today,
was cold as my freezer.

lotsalove,
Jenna